Picture: Beata in Fiji, Momi Battery Historical Park
Reflecting on the past six months, I can't help but feel incredibly fortunate. In 2023, I embarked on a life-changing journey that will forever be etched in my memory.
Since leaving home, I've spent 270 days on a boat, sailing across vast oceans. I've only spent a mere five days in a hotel, truly immersing myself in the adventure. Along the way, I've covered an impressive 13,157 nautical miles and witnessed the beauty of 135 shooting stars. The number of beers I've enjoyed is countless, and I've had the pleasure of meeting over 250 new people.
However, this journey hasn't been without its challenges. I've faced sickness for 50 days, dived 21 meters, and created countless new memories. I've explored 17 islands and atolls, and visited 15 countries. It's safe to say that I've sailed halfway around the world, from the UK to Fiji, and it has been an incredible, albeit emotional, roller coaster.
Throughout this adventure, I've often found myself lost in my own thoughts, isolated during the ocean crossings. Everything I encountered was new and unfamiliar – the scenery, the food, the language, the culture. I longed for a taste of home, something that would ground me amidst the constant challenges.
Despite the difficulties, I am immensely proud of myself. The experiences I've had and the people I've met have expanded my social circle exponentially. Crossing the Equator and the international date line were significant milestones, reminding me of the vastness of our planet and my place within it.
Picture: first point shows where we crossed the equator, second point shows where we crossed the international date line.
There were moments when I pushed myself too hard, striving to make the most of every minute. But I soon realized that I needed to find a balance. Sailing around the world is no easy feat, and I needed to appreciate the time and effort I was already dedicating to this incredible journey.
I've witnessed breathtaking beauty and faced moments of loneliness. I've indulged in alcohol to celebrate happiness and drown sorrows. I've swum with sharks and braved storms, experiencing the power of nature and finding solace in my own insignificance.
My dad once told me that I've visited more places in the past six months than the entire population of my grandparent's village. There were times when I wanted to quit, to return to the safety of home. But I persevered through sickness, fatigue, arguments, and disappointments. The freedom that sailing offers has kept me going, even in the face of fear.
As the year began, I was filled with energy and motivation. Every task felt like a step towards my ultimate goal of sailing around the world. I met fellow sailors with curiosity and openness, admiring their skills and feeling privileged to be part of such an elite group.
Over time, the constant summer became my new normal. My body adjusted, and I embraced the never-ending warmth. However, I also fell ill more frequently than usual, surprising my mom who believed the ocean breeze was a cure-all.
Picture: Beata in Fiji, Vuda Marina
As the journey progressed, I yearned for companionship and familiarity. Feeling unheard and unseen, I distanced myself from those around me, burying myself in work. But a two-week break in a Fijian marina allowed me to slow down, reflect, and remember that I am not just a machine. I am human, and I need to take care of myself.
I've come to realize that my initial plan was not set in stone. I've had to adapt to unexpected factors and make difficult decisions, like stopping in Australia. It was a heartbreaking choice, but one that was necessary for my well-being. The reasons behind this decision may be explored in future blogs.
Currently, Misty, the boat I've been sailing on, is docked in Vuda Marina. I've spent quality time with my companion, Laura, enjoying lazy days on the boat, watching sunsets, and indulging in simple pleasures. We've also explored tourist attractions, like the Ecotrax, creating lasting memories.
Picture: Laura and Beata on the Ecotrax
This mid-year reflection has reminded me of the highs and lows, the challenges and triumphs, and the growth I've experienced. I am grateful for the opportunities I've had and the lessons I've learned. As the journey continues, I eagerly anticipate the next six months and how this adventure will continue to shape my life.
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